Good morning, friends. I hate waking up to terrible weather. It really puts me in a bad mood.
I couldn't help but pull some hair while looking in the bathroom mirror this morning. That feeling came back. That satisfying feeling that I love ever so dearly. It is truly grand. My wife had to come in and stop me from doing it. We got into a fight and I smacked her across the face. She took off, probably at a friends house.
I really think that one of these days our marriage is just going to end. I can see her leaving me because of my disorder. I really hope that our love for each other can power through in these times is despair.
I have to work today at noon. Hopefully the kids' remarks about me aren't too plentiful. They can really put me down and make me have a bad day..
I might make an update later tonight when I get home from work. Who knows?
Tommy
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